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Monsters I had never believed Monsters under my bed Until you pulled me Into the darkness that lies beneath Darkness That revealed a world that I long to forget Where monsters that target me or Them Who has insecurities About a life that we can not control But yet are chosen to take this toll Despite our begs and cries But you torment us for your own self pride To act with such ignorance as we descends into the madness of the dark. And you wonder why, at the end of the day why we shoot a bullet through our brain? Or we cut and burn our wrists for relief? Or our victims died because of violence on the weak? For this is what the madne

  Those winter days on the bridge were the happiest days I ever spent with him. I remember the  way his eyes shined as he looked at the light snowflakes coming down like little shooting stars a gift only granted on the coldest days of the year. I remember I used to hate the thought of snow or the cold before I got to know this place, or these people. I would grew to love them, and him. He held my hand as he led me to where he said was his favorite spot in this town. It was a small wooden bridge. I thought he was insane on that day but I never told him that, and I never will have a chance. But what would you do or think, if a random guy ca

Hey Ben, Hope your grandmother doing better. I missed you, can't wait until Monday to see you.  I love you. Bye" I say into my phone to leave Ben a message. Ben has been away on a family trip with his parents for the past two weeks to visit his grandmother who's ill.   I sigh and put my phone on the counter. I'm working at the café; which I love but I was alone because Dani is practicing for a huge ballet recital which will be at this month. So I have been working twice as ever. "Mackenzie! Can you come here for a second's baby?" My mom calls from her office in the back "Yeah Mom?" I walk into the office to see wha

Me: Travis can you save me Travis:  No because I don't approve of you dating at such a young age Me: what?!…I had 11 boyfriends Travis : and mom is acting crazy You probably are wondering what my text is about? And who is Travis right? Well here the answers 1. Travis is  my older 19 year old brother 2. The text is a s.o.s text cause I being torture at the mall  by my mom trying to find me a dress for my first date with Darren It all started when I told my mom I agree to go out with Darren last week, I know she will act crazy but she acting more today because of Darren, she like him. Now I'm sitting

"You look so pretty," Dani smiles at me with my new  dye blonde hair as we walk to our house from the beauty salon in town to celebrate my 16th birthday which was a few days away and this was my mom's idea and gift to me. " Do you think Ben will like it?" I said panicking thinking that Ben is not going to like my new look. " Calm down sis" Dani says trying to me as calm I can be as we enter the park, we can cut through it to our house quicker "And beside many of guys think the blondes are sexy and maybe Ben too" Dani laughs making me blush red as a tomato. " You better run!" I say running to dani, I was the type of person who don

" I Love her" You said those three words making my heart sink. like my heart was a boat gusting with water and over floating with pain Your green eyes Your smile Your Kindness Your way of saying my name I love but why can't you see Just  A friend Just A best friend but you always look pass me like I'm invisible but i'm not, you know that A Beauty queen, that's what you want? " Why?" To have someone that is beautiful on the outside but ugly inside?   Her  Bad attitude that what's you love? No, her sitting on boys's laps when you are not there? is this what you love about her? Could yo

March 1st.I was at my locker, getting ready  for the school day.When someone came behind me ,cover my eyes with their hands  , and put their chin on my head. " Guess who?" A deep voice asks. "Ben." I answered as he take his hand down as i turned around to face him . "Damn, you're a good guesser!" he chuckled. "I've been your girlfriend for a while." I said and something pop into my head "Ben, our three month  anniversary  is coming up" I smiled. " Oh..yeah" He fake smiled  but I didn't care or got mad at him. Lots of people don't celebrate their three month  anniversary . But I had a secret i only celebrate it because   I didn't believe

" Hey, What game do want  to play?" Darren asks me when we enter the arcade near my house. "Oh my god, I want to do DDR so much, I haven't play since I was 8," I smiled at up at him and  then laughed as darren get a toothy smile. As we walked around I notice I was  only girl in there  or  the closest to thing to one. We walked over to the DDR machines " Can I go first?" I asked darren in  cutely  way, he nodded. I got up on  the DDR machine , select my music, and close my eyes feeling the rhythm  of the music. I opened my eyes, I saw every guy eyes wide  and jaw dropped. I was confused, But I realize it was because of my dancing "Thank g

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It was a few second on the clock of the soccer game; Darren and I was playing against each other and he was winning. He pass me running  and scored another point "Goal!" he said  with a grin knowing it piss me off. " Damn," I cursed under my breath as I wiped the sweat off my forehead , and sat down in the grass . " Let's face it Terra, You're not gong to win" he chuckled lightly. I was about to give up but I had an idea. " Hey Darren, come here for a sec?" i said waving him toward me. He walk toward me kicking the ball at the same time. "What?" He said. I got on my knees, leaned up, touched his face, and about to kiss him " I'm girl ev